my poem..

I never wanna laugh if this is what I get after it.

I never wanna dream if they are never gonna come true.

I never wanna speak if this is the way I am gonna be treated.

I never wanna look if this is what I have to see.

I never wanna feel if it is only gonna be the pain.

I never wanna laugh if this is what I get after it.


But I have to learn

To cry before I laugh.

To dream and make it real.

To speak and hear everyone.

To look and see everything.

To feel treasured and laugh,

And then laugh with the whole world.