Saturday, September 26, 2009

Everyday.....

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Everyday you made me laugh.
Now everyday you make me cry.

Everyday you kept me close.
Now everyday you keep me far.

Everyday you spoke to me.
Now everyday you make me speak to myself.

I ask you why?
And you just give one of your best smiles and make me smile and cry.

Is this what I get for taking you as my best friend?
Is this your reward to me for caring?
Is this what you give to me for sharing my world with you?

I ask you why?
And you still smile.

my poem..

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I never wanna laugh if this is what I get after it.

I never wanna dream if they are never gonna come true.

I never wanna speak if this is the way I am gonna be treated.

I never wanna look if this is what I have to see.

I never wanna feel if it is only gonna be the pain.

I never wanna laugh if this is what I get after it.


But I have to learn

To cry before I laugh.

To dream and make it real.

To speak and hear everyone.

To look and see everything.

To feel treasured and laugh,

And then laugh with the whole world.

WHAT'S LOVE……?

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IS LOVE REALLY THAT HEADY FEELING THAT BOOKS AND MOVIES PORTRAY…? IS IT JUST AN UNEXPLAINABLE LONGING…? OR IS IT JUST A SIMPLE GUT WRENCHING HURT …? IS LOVE ALL ABOUT COMPANIONSHIP THAT OLDER COUPLES BELIVE OR IS IT ROMANCE ALL THROUGH LIFE AS YOUNGER COUPLES WOULD WANT TO BELIVE…?

IS IT THE PLEASING TINGLE WHEN SHE TOUCHES YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME AND EVERYTIME..? OR IS IT THE NIGHTS YOU STAY AWAKE RE READING THOSE CARDS HE HAS WRITTEN FOR YOU….? IS IT BEING LOST IN DAYDREAMS OF THAT SPECIAL SOMEBODY WHEN THE WORLD AROUND YOU IS GOING ABOUT ITS OWN BORING BUSINESS….?

OR IS IT HOLDING HANDS IN THE DARK MOVIE HALL UNMINDFUL OF HOW UNCOMFORTABLE IT IS TO EAT POPCORN WITH YOUR WRONG HAND…? IS IT THAT CHOKING PAIN IN YOUR HEART WHEN HIS CELL IS SWITCHED OFF AND HE IS NOT BACK HOME WELL PAST HIS USUAL TIME…? OR IS IT TELLING HER THE FOOD IS GREAT WHEN YOU ARE ACTUALLY CHOKING OVER THOSE HALF DONE CHAPATIS…?

IS IT CHUCKING A GOOD CAREER TO MOVE WITH HIM TO A PLACE FAR AWAY WHERE THERE IS NO FRIENDS OR INTERNET OR ELETRICITY…? OR IS IT


THAT UNSHED TEAR IN YOUR EYR WHEN SHE'S BEING WHEELED INTO THE LABOUR ROOM, ALL ALONE, WITH HER SCARED EYES HUNTING FOR YOUR'S….?


WHAT'S LOVE..? AN UNDEFINABLE FEELING…? THERE ARE REAMS WRITTEN ABOUT LOVE BUT NOBODY REALLY CAN DEFINE WHAT LOVE MEANS TO AN INDIVIUAL. IT CAN BE LOST IN AN ALL CONSUMING JEALOUSY; IT CAN BE ELEVATED TO SPIRITUALITY; IT CAN BE ALL CONSUMING PASSION WHERE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS; IT CAN BE A DREARY, BORING, PEDESTRIAN FEELING THAT DOES NOTHING TO YOUR INSIDES .IT CAN BE A EMOTION THAT NEED NOT BE EXPRESSED AT ALL; IT CAN BE A FEELING THAT CAN BE EXPRESSED BY A SINGLE GLANCE.. THE DEFINATIONS OF LOVE ARE MESMERISING TO SAY THE LEAST BECAUSE LOVE ISN'T QUITE COMPLICATED ENOUGH AS IT IS….

THE UNIVERSAL QUESTION

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Life of nature the same boring old procedure … the early sunshine's... The chirping birds that follow the same old boring routine of collecting food. Then come the farm animals doing cook a doodle doo and the able bodied farmers marching off towards the same farms, following them in suit are the businessmen, doctors, engineers, politicians and finally us….

There is no change in the days of the week, but yes of course they change from Monday to Sunday, but they all look the same, don’t they...? it's such anguish...! we do resemble more like the Hollywood Sci-Fi movie predicted future robots.. ''We are the slaves of technology '' this is the common statement we often get to hear now a days... but this is not the fact because if we were the actual slaves of technology we would enjoy everyday as a new day, every day a new work a new life….

If we look into the heart of the deep oceans, the core of sky, the womb of mother earth we will surely find many a mystery unsolved, many facts still to be discovered, much more knowledge yet to be unveiled... but before solving , discovering and unveiling them we have one auspicious thing to do…


We are serving the community bounded by communalism, the world ruled by an unknown ruler. If we look deep into the facts of the present world, we might discover to our shock that the slaves of time, technology and knowledge is nobody else than 'us' the present young generation.


We the generation are striving forward to a an nonexisting goal , slogging ourselves day and night, stressing our grey cells to the maximum just to achieve our dreams of becoming doctors , engineers and architects .. In our craze of fulfilling our dreams, we are loosing our childhood, the days which should have some fun in them because they remain as memorable days of our life, but nowadays they are spent as bodies bent over books with exams hovering around our necks…


Our days begin with the Chinese holy rooster's first call and the shining morning rays of the sun with books in our hands preparing for our day ahead... in case we cut short our morning from the gleaming rays of the sun to the buzzing of the morning buses , we have to prolonge our nights by writing impositions.. After the days boring lectures at college comes the time to pay full attention in coaching classes... earlier attending coaching classes was a shame but now more than colleges coaching institutes are spoken about…


We the young generation are being ruled over not by parents , teachers or guardians, but by speechless books unpredictable time and never to come true dreams … I ask why …? Is there an answer to this universal question..?

1. My Friend

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I will support you
when days do seem dark,
when you feel that you can't
stop the pain in your heart.
I will be there for you
and I'll hold your hand,
together we'll make it
out of this Shadow-land.

Never forget that I
think of you often
wondering how you are
and if you've forgotten;
or if you are crying
alone with your pain,
thinking it's hopeless
and that you are to blame.

I hope that you aren't
because it isn't your fault,
you've just become victim
to the bad side of love.
It happens to most people
some time in their life
and it hurts a great deal,
worse than a knife.

But I will console you
and help you to see
that although things seem awful,
one day you'll be free;
free from the heartache
to go on with your life,
and I'll be there to see it,
and secretly smile.
 

Friends